Well I woke up again bright and early to get another scan. It was thundering and lightening out this morning and raining like crazy. It’s so beautiful! But like usual, the drop in barometric pressure gives me a really bad migraine, so for the past few days I’ve been real sick with nausea and vomiting. No medication works, just throwing up and sleeping. Lately I havn’t been able to sleep for some reason. It’s really frustrating- I don’t understand why I can never catch a break! Such is Life. C’est La Vie! The Doctors that read the scans have been really kind, like usual, but overly friendly and told me that the scan was clear! Nothing Found! Very exciting! As much as I am relieved, the type of tumors that they were testing for secrete hormones that would explain why I am passing out and having these weird surges of adrenalin which in turn make me have a rush of adrenaline when I am laying in bed. And a lot of other symptoms which have no explanation. It’s been 6 ½ years of symptoms with no answers. Incredibly discouraging. So sort of a catch 22… I don’t want to be sick or anything more to be wrong with me, but I want answers! I know that my body has been damaged permanently from most obviously surgery, but the chemotherapy's I’ve been on and all of the medications from the past as well as present. Everything has side effects, but none of them explain what symptoms I am experiencing. Aye yei yei… I don’t know anymore! At least when I spoke to the Doctor, he told me that I do not have to go back tomorrow as well, so that’s quite exciting!
Slow Down a Bit- Take a Step Back and Realize How Good You Have it. It's Amazing.
*-Ashley-*
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