YAY! Daniel stopped over this morning to say Hello and all that stuff. Beano’s wedding is tomorrow. He’s finally Marrying his girlfriend of ten years! That’s awesome, I am really happy for them. I’ve never met his fiancee, Amy, but I’ve heard quite a bit about her and she seems pretty cool. I graduated with her younger brother Fred in 2004. I know I went through elementary school and all that with him but I only remember him being really good at Lacrosse and very cocky. If you weren’t a jock or part of that whole “clan” , you weren’t cool enough to be given the time of day. Oh High School. What a funny part of life. I really wasn’t able to go to school all that much, but when I did it would make me laugh so hard to think of what my peers think is really, genuinely important. I was always friends with everyone- Please the last thing I cared about was who you were friends with, who your parents were or especially if you had money or not. What a joke high school is. How ridiculous it is to think that people really care if you play a sport or not, if you were good looking, and what brands you wore- how much money you could show off. It was ok to be best friends outside of school, but in school- Just pass by without a reply to my Hello. One day I didn’t exist, then the next thing I knew, when people found out that I was sick, they were my best friends. Sounds rude on my end, but the people who were all of a sudden my best friend and would take some time out of their “busy” schedules to pretend that they cared, I would say Hello back and be nice, but that got very old, very quick. My name is Ashley not Cancer and I am just like you- please do not treat me like a charity case and especially don’t pretend you’ve cared about me all along. It’s sad to think that people thrive over others that have some sort of difficulty just to get attention or for someone to say, something like “Wow that so and so is such a sweetheart and look how much they care… Blah Blah Blah.” So Fake! To make matters even worse, some only acknowledge my existence around other people. If I were to say hello when we were alone, they wouldn’t give me the time of day. So sad that people get off on that. I don’t know what it does, but if their little hearts are content, that’s all that matters. Right? SELFISH! So incredibly disgusting! Well, you can see how much that bothers me and I could go on forever with my frustration over people, but I guess my point is that it really showed me who my real friends are. I know that I’ve missed a lot, but I have my Family, Mark and a few good friends. That is all I need. I know what’s important, I’ve got my priorities straight and my life is wonderful! I honestly couldn't ask for anything more. Who’s better then me?
*-Ashley-*
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